Oct 22, 2008

is really hard trying to make everyone happy


i am now 31 years old and i've been working hard in making sure everyone around me is happy. i want my farther happy, i want my brothers happy, i want my mother happy, i want my lover happy...
but how hard is it to make yourself happy.
in the process of doing so...someone always gets hurt.
happiness is a balancing act and i am loosing my balance.
i am reaching out, trying to hold on from something...maybe what i need are balloons full of
lovegiving helium
one that is fine flying by its own but can also help me fly.

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