Mar 24, 2010

Yes is MIERCOLES! and is 12:32am


I've deleted the beginning sentence of this posting only once. I am not sure if after I write it all I may delete it and start again. I won't....i will be myself.
Myself has difficulties writing. Since I was a child I've always had a hard time writing (pause)
i just freaked out.
I am going to be 33 in a month. This is a very special number. First of all it is Jesus age which is so awesome. It almost feels like I am sharing my birthday with a celebrity.
Jesus just reminded me of my mother...yep there is a story.
When my brother and I moved with my mother to Orange City, FL, we had to get use to a lot of changes. One thing that we didn't see it coming was my mothers way of expressing her frustration with us. In Puerto Rico, when she was frustrated with us she will simply share and we will get over it. In Florida we did the same expect that before each moment of frustration she will scream from the top of her lungs JESUS CHRIST!! The first time it happened I started laughing even though for us it wasn't funny... but come on... mami screaming JESUS CHRIST when she is mad. Maybe in some ways was to create a fraternal male figure in the room so I will pay attention and listen to her. I just came up with that and it may not make any sense.

I should start editing my post before I write to much and get frustrated. You know what I am not going to...
I am not going to because I need to make a statement and that statement is....
Well that if you by any chance can't understand the words that I wrote above you can send me an email at emailawilda@gmail.com and will happily explain myself better.
You know what!
we can even go for a cup of coffee and is on me.

My plan for this month is to write everyday until my bday. Which will also be the launching of my new website...i am so excited i just can't hide it.

Well goodnight to you all.

muah!
ARL

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

i love this this post, but i love you even more when you write!

i'm excited for the blog count down. yessss!

Awilda Rodríguez Lora said...

thank you for reading. i am trying to write more and not be as freaked out...thank you for your love and support.