I am talking about all kinds of relationships. What kind of non-verbal commitment you have with your mother? I mean...what is that thing that you know you will never do to your mother in order to maintain the love that you share? I promise my mother to respect her, love her and be there for her in a positive way where she trusts that I will never harm her. That is the kind of commitment that is about negotiating the love and the pain that is part of LOVING someone...really anyone. We negotiate our time, our energy and our peace to maintain a place of calmness. These are the things that i am learning as I navigate the world with a different heart beat and a soul that is waking up to the experience of being alive and energized and starting to shine like SOLID GOLD.
I feel that I am relearning to love everyone...i may not be making much sense for some people but it is true. Every moment I share with someone I think about us about how we came together. I want to know your journey....what energy it took to move us towards each other.
Coming back to my previous thought about commitment, I think that relationships are fucking hard but the compensation-- the reciprocal energy of yummyness from the love you receive from the people you do relate to....makes it totally worth it. Yeah we can get hurt if we open up to someone...but just trust your self and listen to your heart it will guide you into what is a safe place or not. I believe in this, even thought I did doubt it before....cause sometimes the pain is too much that you don't want to go there anymore.
I make a commitment to you to be honest
ALWAYS
i will answer your questions with complete honesty and if it gets hard because of the emotions or the intensity becoming a little bit too much... we will talk about it.
I am letting go cause LiFe is about being fearless but also trusting yourself throughout the journey.
i am letting go...and opening up
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